i lose.

now that that's out of the way, i would like to once again point out what a loser i was in middle school-freshman year. no, really. if i saw a freshman who was like the freshman me, i would either ignore them and deny their existence, or make fun of them all the time. i don't know if that makes me a better person now, i'm just a little meaner and experienced in the ways of the world.

john su(c)k lee is one weird kid.

music mentoring is actually very interesting. you learn a lot about how kids today think. like i have one girl who is very upset about her glasses. she says that before she got glasses, she was one of the most popular kids, but then she moved and got glasses and now kids make fun of her for it! what the heck! i mean, come on, in a few years the rest of them will lose their eyesight too and they'll all need glasses. and i never actually realized that kids pick on kids with glasses. it was never a big deal when i was that age... the other girl i have is one of the "popular" girls. i can tell. how? she says she's had 4 boyfriends already, and she's in 4th grade (ew). you would think that she and the other girl wouldn't get along, but one day when they were fighting with each other, the glasses girl was telling me about her life issues and the other girl listened to her and started to be nicer to her. that was really nice! it was actually really touching! i wish people our age could empathize like that. i teach a guy, too. hahaha. he's awesome. while the girls are bickering he practices his music. go him! and he was the only one who was able to name the notes, so he rules. wow, i need a more exciting life. i'm telling you about 4th grade drama...

did you know that mercury was hit by something so hard that it left a crater, AND ripples on the other side of the planet?? my god! that's crazy!

i did my homework today!! first time this year! haha.

i wonder if there'll be a band dance...

in school today i did abosolutely nothing until 4th period. it was pretty awesome. i love my intense classes.

i have this tiny cut on my finger that's getting infected, and it hurts. just so you know.

i love shows on space... they're very large. like did you ever think about how big space is?? it's big! just look at the stars outside! they're millions of light years away, but we can still see them! they must be HUGE! the sun is a small star, so we can't even imagine the size of those things. and a lot of those stars have planets going around them like ours! it's fun to think about.

um... i'm not a dork... really!